have i told You yet today???

Have i told You yet today how much i want You? How i want Your cock to slide into my wet, hot pussy.

A Good Day

What a good day, mmpp. I hope you thought so too.

What wonderful torture it was to be so close to you, yet unable to do much of anything about it. Taking every opportunity to glance your way, while trying not to let My love and lust for you show. I doubt I was entirely successful. My mind was full of thoughts of you and Me, and the things I wanted to do with you and, especially, to you. I hope you were aware of the way I was feeling. Every chance I got to touch you, even in the slightest way, was sheer delight.

If it was all in My head, well, it was still incredible. If you felt it too, then I hope you're as happy as I am today. Although we're not together (and that is a type of misery I will never get used to), I hope you are having a good day and are happy wherever you are, whatever you're doing.

Loving you,
F.

No

I don't like to tell you "no", but this time I need to.

There will be no teetering.
There will be no tottering.
There will be no teeter-tottering.

Understood?

That's My good girl.

My most prized possession

I just can't say that enough. you are My most prized possession. I love the sound of it. Mmmmm.

you are desired.
you are loved.
you are Owned.
you are Mine.

Our Story

I hope you have been enjoying the prelude to the next chapter in our story. I know I have been. It has been a wonderful week for Me. I want to spend the rest of My life making you feel loved.

I just got off the phone with you, and I miss you dearly. I wish I could have you back here right now and give you the kiss I should have when I had the chance. I know I can't get that moment back, but I am looking forward to the next opportunity I get to show you with My lips what I feel in My heart.

By the way, as I began writing this post, I was searching for a term of endearment to use for you. Darling. Dear. Sweetheart. None of them quite fit. I know we've decided that I am still "Me" and you are still "you". Does that also mean you are still "my most prized possession"? It would make Me very happy if you are, but at this point, it is for you to decide.

If I do not call you that, I am afraid I do not know what other term fits. Any suggestions?

Beginning a New Chapter

I think it's time to begin a new chapter in our relationship. Let's take the best of what we had before, leave out the bad stuff, and go from there. It's the "New and Improved" us. If you're hesitant about starting a new chapter, let's at least close the previous chapter. During the intermission, I'll keep giving you peeks at what you can expect in the new chapter. I'm sure you're going to love it!

I know you're not yourself

a.,

I know you're not yourself. And, I'm fine with that. Really. I am willing to wait as long as necessary for you to get back to "normal." But, you also should know that I do want you back to your usual self. It is important to Me that you be happy and that you enjoy "us." I want you warm, wet, and wanting Me. I know you want that, too, but I'm hoping that your knowing how I feel -- how much I need you to need Me -- will help you find your way back to the girl I know is inside you, waiting for Me, too.

you said reading the blogs isn't "doing it for you" right now. Well, I am looking forward to the day that telling you about all My dirty, nasty thoughts will make you tingle again. I need to know that thinking about being used by Me as my personal slut makes you want to touch yourself and thinking about Me fucking your mouth, your cunt, and your ass makes your pussy twitch. Until then, you are worth waiting for. you are my most prized posssession, and nothing changes that.

F.