I know you're not yourself

a.,

I know you're not yourself. And, I'm fine with that. Really. I am willing to wait as long as necessary for you to get back to "normal." But, you also should know that I do want you back to your usual self. It is important to Me that you be happy and that you enjoy "us." I want you warm, wet, and wanting Me. I know you want that, too, but I'm hoping that your knowing how I feel -- how much I need you to need Me -- will help you find your way back to the girl I know is inside you, waiting for Me, too.

you said reading the blogs isn't "doing it for you" right now. Well, I am looking forward to the day that telling you about all My dirty, nasty thoughts will make you tingle again. I need to know that thinking about being used by Me as my personal slut makes you want to touch yourself and thinking about Me fucking your mouth, your cunt, and your ass makes your pussy twitch. Until then, you are worth waiting for. you are my most prized posssession, and nothing changes that.

F.