Now hurt...

Just got Your e-mail..soooo personal...and am sitting here remembering the times that i have been away and have snuck to the bathroom, balcony, or just someplace i could be alone for a minute so i could call and hear Your voice. OR how about the times i have taken the chance and called while he was in the shower or stepped out for a fraction of a second. i guess that isn't important to You. Once again i talked to You once yesterday...no text, no email not concerning work, no I miss you, no effort to call me when she was getting ready for dinner, no secret trip to the balcony of the ship to call me even if just for a moment, no nothing. And there was no excuse of me having plans to be somewhere else. i had no plans. in fact, i worked until 6:45 and then went home.

Well, i guess we'll see if You call today, if You make the effort, or if ONE mere e-mail is sufficient for You. i guess then i'll know how much i matter. Whatever...