Whew...a moment to sit...

Well, this is the first time in a long time that i have had a second to sit down and breathe, let alone post. Things have been so crazy with the holidays and our preparations. i have really missed being us, but i have thoroughly enjoyed being together. i hope You have noticed the small efforts i have made to try to keep some normal undertones.

It is so funny, the other day i fot a call from your number and when i picked up, i didn't say anything because i was waiting for You, but it wasn't You who was calling. Afterward, i burst out laughing!!! Just a by-product of our circumstances i guess.

i can't wait until things calm down a little.

Yours,

a.

Merry Xmas Baby

Posting on the fly

Very frustrated at this piece of mechanical @%$#***! See You tomorrow.

Missed it

Well, i missed my post yesterday and beg Your forgiveness. i was with You all day and after the last function i had to attend, i was so wiped out and not feeling well, i was happy to just make it home. Then, i crashed and burned.

i am feeling sick and hope i can get it to pass before this afternoon. Vitamin C is calling my name.

i have really enjoyed our recent time together. Things are starting to be right with the world.

See You later today!!!

How i feel today, and other stuff...

i am feeling okay today. Stressing over Christmas and having a bit of crankiness. i am bummed that i won't see You again until Sunday. But, i took care of me this morning by getting my hair done.

Lunch...well, no one has mentioned it yet, but i imagine the usual suspects. Wish You were here.

Lunch

From now on, you are to tell Me who you are going to lunch with and where. Either call Me or post it here before you go. Pick names I should be able to guess. If I can't figure it out, I'll let you know later so you can tell Me who it is.

Question

I need to know what this means:

i don't want to wait for things to be "better than ever" because i can't stand when things are off and it makes me restless and irresponsible.

Please define "restless and irresponsible."

Snarky

I didn't appreciate your snarky comment about not holding your breath waiting for Me to call you, especially since it was the last thing you said to Me as we were parting. When you called Me a couple minutes later, I thought you at least were going to apologize, but you didn't. So, here's what I need you to do.

Close your office door, put your head face down on your desk with only your nose touching the desktop, and place your hands on the desk on each side of your head for three minutes. While you're doing that, you are to think about trying very hard to not be bitchy with Me. Understood? Good. Call Me when you're done.

Hmmmmm...

Hmmmm... sitting here wondering what to post....

i miss us. i miss spending "us" moments with You. i miss Your smile and Your touch. i miss your voice and Your eyes.

BUT, i want to be positive and upbeat!!! So... i can't wait to see You tomorrow!!! Do You have any instructions for me? i hate to ask, but it seems like You haven't been that interested in giving me any and You know about my need to feel useful and like a good girl. So, i am telling You that i need You to be FREDERICK! But, if You don't want to be Frederick, i guess i need to know that too...

Please tell me again that we are going to be okay, that we are going to survive this time apart, that it is still all about us, and that it is gonna be great.

a.