Hmmmmm...
Hmmmm... sitting here wondering what to post....
i miss us. i miss spending "us" moments with You. i miss Your smile and Your touch. i miss your voice and Your eyes.
BUT, i want to be positive and upbeat!!! So... i can't wait to see You tomorrow!!! Do You have any instructions for me? i hate to ask, but it seems like You haven't been that interested in giving me any and You know about my need to feel useful and like a good girl. So, i am telling You that i need You to be FREDERICK! But, if You don't want to be Frederick, i guess i need to know that too...
Please tell me again that we are going to be okay, that we are going to survive this time apart, that it is still all about us, and that it is gonna be great.
a.
i miss us. i miss spending "us" moments with You. i miss Your smile and Your touch. i miss your voice and Your eyes.
BUT, i want to be positive and upbeat!!! So... i can't wait to see You tomorrow!!! Do You have any instructions for me? i hate to ask, but it seems like You haven't been that interested in giving me any and You know about my need to feel useful and like a good girl. So, i am telling You that i need You to be FREDERICK! But, if You don't want to be Frederick, i guess i need to know that too...
Please tell me again that we are going to be okay, that we are going to survive this time apart, that it is still all about us, and that it is gonna be great.
a.
posted by Anastasia at
4:03 PM
2 Comments:
I think I've been so caught up in thinking about you as a business partner, I haven't been able to think of you as My good girl, My most prized possession. I still want that. I want to be Frederick. I want you to feel useful. It's just not going to be easy right now. This, however, is temporary. We will get through this, and once we do, things are going to be better than ever. I promise.
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Frederick, at 12:05 AM
Sounds like You have resigned Yourself to the impossibility of it all. i haven't. i can't go back to the way things were. i can't put "us" on hiatus. i can't get lost in the business partner part of it all. It is integral to our survival...personally and professionally. You know that i will tell You if i feel like You are stepping on me both personally and professionally. Now personally i just have to tell You and then deal with Your decision in response. Professionally, i will tell You and then we can discuss it. A little tweak on a good arrangement i think.
i don't want to wait for things to be "better than ever" because i can't stand when things are off and it makes me restless and irresponsible.
i want to talk about this more, so i think we need to find time. We need to learn how to get through stuff like this without losing "us" because i can't imagine this is the last time we will ever experience something like this.
Now, all this is assuming that You DON'T WANT to take a hiatus. If You do, well then i suppose we need to talk specifically about that too.
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Anastasia, at 2:30 PM
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