Better

I feel better now than I did during my rant, or whatever the hell that was, 4 hours ago. Unfortunately, I'm not betting the farm that you do. I hope I'm wrong. I hope you can see how tore up I am and can find it in you to keep trying. On the other hand, I know I'm an ass, and I'll get what I deserve.

Maybe I don't feel as much better as I thought.