Yours now and forever...

i know You have been having some concerns or worry about how our current status is affected by what we are planning, but i can't imagine not being Yours...ever. When we made this deal, this agreement to bring our relationship to this level (or have it be nothing at all) i didn't know if i could really do it, but i agreed because i didn't want to lose You. Now, i can't imagine our relationship any other way.

Perhaps we need to schedule "us" time. Perhaps You and i both need a reminder by stepping up the little things that are possible to do even when we aren't in "us" mode, but that remind us of who we really are. You know, i was thinking about Sarah's post and how i smiled when i read the part about the roses. Of course they had thorns. Do you think anyone else, except those of us who read her blog, knew the significance? We need to find stuff like that. i guess calling you Frederick instead of Fred, and not speaking until i am spoken to isn't cutting it anymore.

You're the Boss. Please tell me what You need so i can fulfill my role of pleasing You.

Yours,
Anastasia