It is Tuesday and i am feeling lonely. You are not here and i have not talked to You. i don't really want to post and am only doing so in obeyance of Your rule. But, i don't have too much to say.

i miss You. i am trying to convince myself that every minute that passes puts me closer to being with You, but every minute that passes just feels empty. i need You to slap me and tell me everything is going to be alright. i need You to wrap Your hands in my hair and pull me to You. i need You to drown out my emotional pain with physical pain that You inflict. i need You to shove Your fingers into my pussy and feel how wet You make me with the slightest action of control. i need You to bend me over the chair and spank my ass until it is hot pink and until i am crying, letting it all out until You pull me into Your arms and kiss away my tears.

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