Limited Only By My Imagination

Friday, April 22, 2005

I'm not sure why I even bother to write fiction when you can just go read today's entry by Sarah at Submissive Reflections. Wow.

Okay...this one was a bit much for me. i certainly didn't have a problem with it until he raped her out of rage/jealousy/whatever. Roughness for pleasure or control, i am obviously all for. But, he hurt her out of anger and then came back and tried to console her, say he was sorry, hold her... that was way too much like abuse. Here let me beat you because I am angry and then everything will be okay when I apoligize later.

Maybe i am just being too sensitive and sentimental today, but i want You to love me. i mean really love me...tenderly, roughly; but even when You are being rough i feel like Your actions are coming from love and not anger, jealously, etc. i guess that is the problem i had with this one.

By Anastasia, at 11:24 AM
I understand. you have hit on why I referred to Sarah's post as 'extreme' and not 'hopeful reality' or 'hidden meaning' in my subsequent post here. Sarah's post was exciting to Me in an 'over the top/out of control' kind of way, not in a 'I'd like to do that' way. There is a big part of Me that is afraid enough of having a similar reaction to want to avoid putting Myself in such a situation. Like you, I can be a jealous person. Probably even more so than you. Don't read too much into it.

By Frederick, at 1:20 PM