Last Night
I'm still searching for the words to explain how I feel. I think last night effected Me so profoundly because we had been struggling so much. Then, all of a sudden, we connected. I felt that I owned you the way I'm supposed to. I felt that I was taking care of you the way I'm supposed to. It felt so natural. I wanted to be soft and gentle, but after starting out that way, I was overcome by the need to possess you. To make you feel Me and completely fill you with My ownership of you. To take away all your stress and pain and replace it with pleasure and a feeling of being cared for.
Did I accomplish that? you say it wasn't anything we hadn't done before, but for Me it was. Although I always want you to feel owned, I felt like I had achieved that on a deeper level last night. Maybe it's just because we've been having such a hard time lately that I'm being so dramatic about feeling like we really reconnected, got back to where we're supposed to be. I don't know. Regardless, last night made Me very happy.
Did I accomplish that? you say it wasn't anything we hadn't done before, but for Me it was. Although I always want you to feel owned, I felt like I had achieved that on a deeper level last night. Maybe it's just because we've been having such a hard time lately that I'm being so dramatic about feeling like we really reconnected, got back to where we're supposed to be. I don't know. Regardless, last night made Me very happy.
posted by Frederick at
10:01 AM
1 Comments:
Ditto. i am so happy, comfortable, relaxed, unstressed, CENTERED. i feel like i am back to where i am supposed to be. You do that to me. i have always told You that You center me.
i love it that You started soft and gentle. i love it that You are still able to be loving in Your acts of ownership, even when you are rougher.
What i meant by saying that it wasn't anything we had done before, was just referring to the acts. Why this time were they so powerful and connecting? i think You are right in saying it is probably because we were so off track. i am sooooo relieved to be back.
Last night made me so much more than happy...
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Anastasia, at 10:22 AM
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