Plans and Goals
I sat down last night to work on My "Things to Do" list. Not errands I need to run today or even this week, but My "Things to Do" for the next year, next 5 years, next 10 years, and next 20 years. Things I want to have. Things I want to do.
I didn't get very far. Everything I thought of involved you. Everything I want I want to have or do with you. But, I'm not with you. That's why I didn't get very far with My list.
I don't know if I have a point. I know the situation is what it is, right now. I just wanted to share My thoughts and feelings with you. you should know that My life feels incomplete.
I didn't get very far. Everything I thought of involved you. Everything I want I want to have or do with you. But, I'm not with you. That's why I didn't get very far with My list.
I don't know if I have a point. I know the situation is what it is, right now. I just wanted to share My thoughts and feelings with you. you should know that My life feels incomplete.
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Perhaps we should work on the list together. Certainly the next 5 years is going to be difficult, perhaps even the next 10 (until i am off the hook). But, on the positive side, we do have common goals like Plan B to look forward to. And despite our circumstances, i am determined to cherish every moment that we are physically together and know that in the times that we aren't... together is where our hearts are.
c.
P.S. i have come to a decision that i am not going to allow myself to dwell on the negative parts of our relationship. There are TOO MANY POSITIVES that just get overlooked. Please help me in this endeavor. It is completely contrary to how i feel and how i want to behave, but i think it is the only way we can get "us" through all of this.
By Anastasia, at 10:26 AM
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