i want that.......!!!!!
Did You read Sarah and Mac today. i read it and kept thinking to myself, "Yes...yes...yes..." Now the question is, "How do we create that with our current limitations?"
posted by Anastasia at
2:59 PM
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I imagine Sarah wouldn't mind as long as it's for a good purpose, so I copied her post into my comment in order to say what I have to say.
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"On Saturday night we went out to dinner. Or perhaps I should say that Mac and I attended a formal function that we were cordially invited too. It was a very important dinner full of very important people held in very impressive surroundings. Or to put it in Mac's words: "This is nice"."
This is certainly possible. Not as an everyday event, of course, but on occassion. I hope you don't disagree with that.
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"We had a wonderful evening, surrounded by powerful men and beautiful women and for once I didn't feel out of place. Mac was gorgeous, totally and utterly edible in His dinner suit and bow tie and I wore a gown, very elegant while still being quite pretty. We made a very attractive pair."
Again, still possible. Yes?
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"And beneath the gown my breasts were aching, bruised and bitten, marked by His teeth before He had allowed me to get dressed. And my panties were soaked, my thighs sticky with His come from where He had pulled the skirt of my dress up and taken me from behind while I was bent over His desk. And my lips were all swollen and sore from the kisses He had taken from me in the car."
Also, still possible. Not as easily as I would like, but I've come to find that many things are possible where you're involved.
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"We walked into the room with my hand in His and I had felt like shouting to the room: 'This is Mac. He is mine. We are here.' Instead I glanced around at all the powerful men and beautiful women then I looked at Mac and smiled. I knew I could take on the world and defeat it just because He was there."
I know that handholding is where we start having trouble -- PDAs (public displays of affection). I know we could only get away with that if we were unknown to the people present. On the other hand, I would hope being next to your side would give you the same confidence Sarah felt in that situation.
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"I sparkled and I shone. I was gorgeous and I knew it. Men were drawn to me, like male dogs to a bitch in heat. Maybe they could smell the sex on me, god knows I could, and that was why they couldn't stay away."
This sounds like you to me any time we're in public. you may not always feel that way, but as far as I'm concerned, you should. you are gorgeous, and you should know it.
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"Mac, the new face on the block, was doing His own dance with the ladies that had gathered around Him. I could hear their tittering laughter as He shocked them with another outrageous little comment, but each time I looked over to Him, His eyes were watching mine. Neither of us cared that anyone else was there."
Isn't this us? If not, what's lacking?
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"When it was time we moved fluidly together. Mac escorted me to dinner although neither of us were short of others willing to step in. He seated me then sat down beside me and He made introductions as we were joined. He treated me like a princess and in doing so made sure the other men treated me the same. I treated Him like my King and as we laughed together the others soon joined in and our table was one of joy. We were happy and sometimes I think that is all it comes down to. We were happy to be there together and it just showed."
I certainly believe this can be us. I admit it hasn't always been, but from my point of view, I think we're awfully close.
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"I ate until I thought I would burst from all the food, but gosh, it was just so yummy that I felt bad about leaving some of it on my plate."
(No comment necessary.)
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"Then after dinner there was dancing and I always deferred to Mac before accepting another man's invitation. After taking the first dance with me He allowed me to be led away. I know He didn't doubt I would find my way back to Him. And of course, I did."
Okay, this one is for you. Do I need to explain?
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"We took our leave a little before midnight, slipping out quietly after making sure the proper people had been thanked. Mac opened the door of the car that we had hired for the evening and we both slid into the back. Then Mac kissed me, rough hard kisses that bruised my lips and made them swell again."
"God" He said, "you were utterly gorgeous tonight. All those men around you, all of them wanting to touch you, asking you to dance so they could be close to you, I saw them all. I couldn't take my eyes off you." I smiled at the compliments and nibbled quietly at His neck. "All night" He continued "all I could think was 'I get to fuck her any time I want'."
"Mac!" I exclaimed, blushing and giggling, embarrassed and delighted at the same time.
"What?" He said.
"The driver!" I hissed.
"Oh," He said. "He isn't having you either. You are mine. He will have to find his own girl to fuck."
I gave up any pretence of having any say in what Mac said and kissed Him instead to shut Him up."
I see no problem with this, right?
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"If the house had been five more minutes away we would not have made it home, I would have had to make Him come in the car. As it was He had me kneeling on the floor behind the front door and His cock was spurting over my cheek as He took it from His pants. All I had to do was make sure He was finished properly. It was nice."
Another part of the story that is difficult for us, but which I believe is possible. Maybe it wouldn't be our home, but I believe there will be opportunities for us to go somewhere (a hotel room?) and be alone.
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"He said to me today, that this just keeps getting better. Each time He thinks it can't possibly be any better than it is, something happens and suddenly it is."
I hope you realize this is true for Me. I do believe we keep getting better, and I haven't even seen how good it can get. I hope I get the chance.
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"He is right. I have never loved Him more."
That is for you to decide, although, of course, it is what I would love to hear.
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I know we can't create this scenario exactly with our current limitations. Does that mean we shouldn't bother at all? I guess that's one of the things you need to decide. Will you take what you can get (because it is good) and accept that there are limitations, or will you decide that you cannot live with less than 'everything'?
The difficult thing for Me is knowing that I want to give you everything, without limitations, but that it simply is not possible right now.
For now, I will take whatever I can get and hope for the day when it can be 'everything'.
I want to continue to push to get closer and closer to the ideal vision that I believe we both share. It won't be easy, and it won't be perfect, but despite the difficulties and the pain, for Me, it's still a heck of a lot better than my life was before.
If you can't say the same, that your life is better than before we met, then you probably should drop Me, but I don't believe that. you tell Me. Haven't we been good for each other? Don't you think we still have more wonderful things to do together? Are you going to let our current limitations stop us from seeing what else there is?
I hope these questions are just rhetorical. I hope you believe the good is worth the bad. Let's figure this out. Let's find a way to make it work. Let's do the best we can with what we've got because it's better than the alternative. Please, be mine.
By
Frederick, at 4:31 PM
Boy, You are always so serious. But to answer your ending questions...mostly, yes, no.
my life is better now. i am better now. i don't want to pack up my toys and go home, unless we go home together.
Yours,
a.
By
Anastasia, at 7:12 PM
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