Why offer?
I am not upset that you are offering ways to serve Me and please Me, but I want to assure you it isn't necessary. On one hand, I am grateful you wish to remind Me that you are Mine, but I also want you to know that I already know it. If you never again offered to do anything for Me, I would still never doubt that a word to you is sufficient to have anything you can give, whether large or small, difficult or simple.
I am not telling you to stop offering. I love any reaffirmation of your submission to Me. I only want to make sure you know such offers are not necessary for Me to know that you are willing to fulfill My needs. I know that as certainly as I know anything.
I am not telling you to stop offering. I love any reaffirmation of your submission to Me. I only want to make sure you know such offers are not necessary for Me to know that you are willing to fulfill My needs. I know that as certainly as I know anything.
posted by Frederick at
11:04 AM
1 Comments:
As I re-read My own post, it occurs to Me you may be offering to help Me in order to feel you are fulfilling your role. I realize this creates another area of tension: when I don't 'need' anything from you, you don't feel useful. I apologize, but sometimes what I need actually is to not place any demands on you. We have discussed this before, and I don't feel that I own you any more or less when you are actively serving Me. And, I hate the idea of giving you 'busy work'. Try to understand and accept that you are being useful just by Me knowing you would happily bring Me a cup of coffee or drop to your knees and suck My cock on a moments notice. That, in itself, is the most useful thing I can even imagine.
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Frederick, at 11:19 AM
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