You were right...as usual!
So i have had a chance to read only a few entries. But, as usual, You were right. i especially like January 13th. So often i think about how i would like to work near You. And i do mean work (though maybe not all the time). Remember your idea of putting our desks in the same office? i think i would get so much more done. Seeing You, being near You...i would not have to be wondering what You are doing or thinking about or if You are thinking about me. i miss You during the day...i know...pathetic. Anyway, You were right. From what i have read already, it sounds pretty close to what i want too. She sounds a lot like me: rebellious and sassy but compliant.
Thank You.
Thank You.
posted by Anastasia at
1:48 PM
3 Comments:
You're welcome. I look forward to your specific comments about what you think of them and their life.
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Frederick, at 1:59 PM
So when i should be working i am reading. Here is a part i completely identified with:
When He owns me, when I feel owned, I feel safe and secure. I do not cling to Him the way I had been doing. I do not scream for His attention. I can stand quite happily and contentedly on my own two feet when I still feel His presence. When I am sure of His love, when I am sure of who I am to Him, I am able to give so much more of myself to the people I love. I am able to achieve more. I am happier. I am more content. I am more confident. The tighter I am held, the more capable I become. I only fall to pieces when I cannot feel Him as a part of me anymore. I tried to tell Him, but He couldn't get past the whine in my voice and I couldn't get the words to come out right.
...and another...
Each day since has been about Sarah belonging to Mac. It has been full of lust and love. It has been full of dominance and submission. It has been about control. I cannot move without being reminded I am His. I cannot pass a mirror without seeing His marks on me. My sex is not my own anymore, it is for His enjoyment, His amusement and pleasure. If I leak it is from His use of me. If I wince it is because He wants me to. If I tremble it is because He intended it to be that way. He does not ask what it is I want or need, but takes whatever it is He feels like taking. He uses me to please Himself, knowing that I could not be filled any other way. I am Mac's Sarah and I cannot fight this.
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i am Frederick's anastasia and i cannot fight it. i belong to You...
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Anastasia, at 3:33 PM
Thank you. I love to hear that you are Mine. I want you to always feel that I am with you, and I hope this helps you to be at your best, like when Sarah feels owned by Mac.
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Frederick, at 5:27 PM
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