I'm Here...and always will be.

Frederick,

You know that I am always here and willing to serve you. Certainly I DO have a lot to say and will be composing to post at our other spot. Unfortunately, I have been distracted with reality and have been unable to free my mind from the confines of my desire to be used by you, to serve you, and to be owned by you. You would think that would inspire me, but instead it has been all I can think about. I am longing for the time we so need, and am looking forward to the punishments for the transgressions I have made in the past week. In addition, I am looking forward to the new implement you have acquired.

Please don't be jealous of things that don't exist. You know, in any given moment, I would rather be with you, and often imagine myself with you even in circumstances where I am not. I look for your beautiful eyes around every corner, knowing that you are not going to be there, but hopeful just the same.

With your permission, sir, I am going to sign off now to get to composing the next episode. Perhaps the saga needs a title...and what is your last name?

Your loving chattel,
anastasia